A Lack of Patience

So it turns out I am NOT a very patient person. I'm trying not to think about the Maybe Baby but I'm not doing too good a job! I am analysing every pain and bodily happening and I keep feeling myself up to see if my boobs are getting sore. I suspect they'll be bruised if I keep it up and people will start looking at me funny! Thank goodness I have a busy day tomorrow and a husband home for four days. I think I'll have to book in some coffee dates for Monday and Tuesday and might have to find supportive company on Wednesday until my blood test results come through. This is HARD!!!!! It is raining, my sewing machine which was keeping me occupied with a million things to do has broken and is at the repair shop, and I'm so preoccupied with wondering that I'm not getting much done. One week to go. I think it will be a long week - but then it is a week with hope!!!