Walnuts and Waiting

Well I'm still a nervous wreck, anxiously waiting until Wednesday! I have A LOT of grotty, dragging period like pains which can mean one thing or the other: an attaching embryo OR the impending worst EVER period. I'm very much hoping it's the former! I went to acupuncture today and was told off for not coming each day this week - apparently the Acupuncturist's helper got it wrong when she told me when to make my next appointment. So either I'm going to wish like crazy I'd been or it won't matter. I'm going again tomorrow. He also has me eating tahini and walnuts. It's like you have to do everything suggested or you find yourself jinxed. It's tough being a little too superstitious and desperate. My skin is horrendous. I wish my boobs were sore. And enormous. Still, until Wednesday there's a baby in my tummy so I should just relax and enjoy it. My goodness I miss wine. All wine. Lovely wine.